Miss Freak.

Hey guys. I took a home-from-school-to-study-day. x')
I got a Norwegian task yesterday. buhu. I think I'm gonna write an article about the middle-east's problems.
I might go to school around 12.00 Am (morning.)
But I'm not going back to sleep :) I'm going to chance my sleeping pattern, and chance my whole life situation.

''You have to be the chance you want to see in the world.'' - from a sign that my mom bought.
~MissFreak.

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the four last pictures is of my little sister. She is so beautiful.<3
She asked me last night if I could fix her hair, and I love to fix other people so I did :3
and added some mascara and foundation.

Love u little sister <3

Have ever felt like a big, lazy, pathetic liar in somebody else's eyes?
I'f you Don't, you should be glad. Cuz if feels awful. and then you begin to believe it yourself. maybe I'm just lazy? maybe I'm not sick at all?
before I heard from my doctor I toughed I was  hypochondriac. that it all was in my head and not actually real.
It's.. I don't know if I can describe it .. its hard for me to look back and think of every bad and nasty tough. everything i said to myself.
I told my self that i was lazy and that my whole future would be ruined. I made my wherry own hell. I got ME ( look it up.) I'm always tired and my social-life is all most ruined. I sleep a lot and don't do homework. I dream to wake up one day at 7:00 ready and well for a day at my school without anyone expecting too much of me. no stress. no bad feelings. no more crying. nothing hurts.
But don't worry. I'll get well someday. : )
Be positive, and never give up. cuz if you give up you give up life ,you'll drown. you'll die.  

Hey guys.
This day are going to be really boring ..